Welp.

I might not do FOB this fall.

School comes first, ya know?

Sacrifices.

So I’m actually starting to enjoy FOB again. THANK GOD.

Prelude should be fun.

Auditions went alright today. I practiced and got most of the moves down. I wasn’t amazing, but I tried to sell it as much as I could. For the most part, I felt pretty confident in myself.

I know it may sound dumb, but I received a compliment from someone who I absolutely admire as a dancer.

Mia: ”I saw you, Katherine. You killed the audition!” 
Me: ”Hahaha, I didn’t know all of it though.” 
Mia: “No! You hit really hard and you had good facials. Even if you messed up, your face didn’t show it.”

Okay, so these aren’t exact quotes, but it was something to that effect… 

Anyways, I really respect Mia as a dancer. She’s always positive, she works hard, her facials are always on point, and she’s just an overall amazing dancer. She truly is inspiring.

It honestly made my night. :)

I made it into the piece I wanted. Just one. I guess I can say I’m happy with that. I worked hard and that’s what counts. I know there are other performances and other opportunities, but I can’t help but sigh. I don’t want any pity and I don’t want anyone to feel guilty. No one should feel guilty. It’s just.. some things are just kind of upsetting. I’ll just leave it at that.

-le sigh-

Tonight was a pretty great night. For the most part, I’m happy with how I did at auditions. Maybe I wasn’t perfect or the best, but I worked as hard as I could to the best of my abilities.

I just hope the choreographers see that.

I’m about to die from the pieces I learned today.

But I’m ready to work my ass of to make it into one.

So I only made it into the piece that everyone got in. 

I’m happy with that because I hated the other pieces anyways.

L O L

Lol FOB auditions. I didn’t do too great. Oops.

Puzzle time.

I had a fabulous night back with FOB. The choreo was a bit difficult to pick up, but I’m excited to learn. Not gonna lie, I’m a bit hesitant towards meeting new people, not because I want to exclude people or whatever.

It’s just… I don’t want that many more people to keep up with and open up to.